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hey fellasssssss my bloggiiieeeeeeee, aaaaaaaaaaarrggggggghhhhhhh i'am so tired now , feel so confused, bad mood, regreted this morning -,-

this experience make me wanna write again in this blog, after long long time i leave it awaay this blog , upss sorry bloogieee , hhmmmm i wanna share about this story on september 17 , 2010

the story is begin now

"hoaaaaaaaahhmmm" i woke up this morning at 5 o'clock and i didn't feel nice after i know i woke up, the i remembered something very important , OOOOHHHH MY GOD !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! , this is the day when my girlfriend left jakarta and went to hongkong ((*^*%%^#%@ dammnnnnnn i woke up late , then i check my cell phone , there were too many message from her , okay it's 5 o'clock and i think i can went to airport now as fast as i can , then i took a wudhu and shubuh pray , after that i went down the stairs grab the car key , suddenly my mom woke up and asked me "where are you going , it's to early morning ????" , and i answered "i'am going to meet isti on the airport mom , she will go to hongkong now" i don't want to wasting a time then i asked for leave to her and drove my car fast as fast as i can ..

it's an early morning , the road is dark and not many car this morning , i drove my car 120 km/hours on the free way , but in the middle of the trip i rememmber the story of a ghost in a car on kaskus , the writer tell to not looked at the middle mirror in the car , because he said that he was saw a girl with a long hair and white dress is in the middle seat of the car, OHHH MYY GOD WHAT I'M THINKING NOWWW ?????? (i said on my conscience) , damn i feel very affraid because i was alone in my car and it's dark on the outside , once i look at the mirror hha i don't know why i must do that but alhamdulillah there's nothing in the middle seat of the car , but i feel a goosebumps on that time , haaaahhhhhh

okaaaayyyy , i'am arrived at the airport at 5,30 alhamdullilah , then i called my girlfriend but there's no answer two times , i'm very confused because i didn't know in what terminal did she had , then she answered the phone and i said " where are you ? i'm in the airport now , in what terminal ?" then she said " i'am arrived baby , it's too late " , haahhh i asked her the terminal but she didn't get the question -,- , then i saw a sign written terminal one , i turned my car left and arrived at terminal one , then i talked again with her " i'am in terminal one, where are you ??" then she said " i'am in terminal two baby , D blok " HAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH it's a wrong way , then i drove my car again to terminal two but there's so many taxi at terminal one made me lost a lot of time , then i arrived at terminal two , now the problem is i don't know what plane did she used , i think hhmmmm it's garuda maybe and i asked the parking man " excuse me sir , where is the garuda air will depart ? " he said " blok F sir , go straight " and with a lot of hope i went to the blok f and run to the solaria, but she said she wait me in tony jack's but there's no tony jack's in blok  f -,- HAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHH , then i called her again " where are you baby , i'm in solaria blok f ...?;[p0_(&(*&" she said " i said i'am in blok D baby , we'll meet on tony jack's"............... "TEEEEEEEEEEEEET" damn my cell phone battery is dead !!!!!!!!! , okay i found a tony jack's in blok D, i really wanted to meet her this day because tomorrow i'll go to bandung -,- , i feel very upside down that time because my cellphone battery is dead and i can't call her again , so i decided to wait in front of the tony jack's , i'am waiting , waiting and waiting but there's no her , and i hear the speaker sound " The passengers of china ailines to Hongkong , please get in the plane " , -------------------- hmm i think she already left jakarta , and i can't she her face today , i'am a looser today -,- , i can't give her the best gift on earth (AL-Qur'an) , i just wanted to meet her today and gave this Al-Qur'an

then with a lost of hope i walked to my car in blok f, i drove my car again to the parking gate , and the parking man asked me for the ticket ,.... DAMN AGAIN AND AGAIN I'AM BEING A LOOSER TODAY !!! the ticket was lost and i've got to pay for this ..

I'am sorry dear i can't accompany you to the airport this day , i can't kiss your forehead before you leave , i can't give you this Al-Qur'an beside me , but i will always pray for you , i'll always love you , tomorrow i'll go back to start learning in bandung , 5 weeks again we'll meet , take care of your self, don't forget to do your school task and don't left 5 time pray :)

wish you all the best in hongkong and jakarta baby
i know i can't send you a message because you're in anonther country now , so i write this for explain my mistake this day , i'am very regret can't accompany you to the airport this day

i love you :)

coming soon

. Mei 2010 . September 2010