nama saya "GILANG ESSABIEQ MAHARDHIKA" tapi biasa dipanggil "ESA", gw juga ga tau kenapa gw di kasih nama sepanjang itu , tapi gw akuin si namannya bagus (thank's mom and dad hhe ) , yang pasti gw anak terakhir dari 3 bersaudara , dan COWOK satu2nya hha . hidup gw ya seperti anak muda di zaman sekarang ga lepas dari yang namanya teman hhe gw bikin blog ini juga buat nambah2in temen hhe , let's be a friend guyyss :) oke sedikit cerita tentang hidup gw gw ini orangnya pemalu, hha iya pemalu bgt ampe2 orang yang belom kenal bilang gw sombong bgt heeeh satu kata2 dari gw "jangan liat orang dari luarnya aja bung, tak kenal maka tak sayang hhi" Silahkan main main ke blog gw :) makasih ya yang udah dateng

hey fellasssssss my bloggiiieeeeeeee, aaaaaaaaaaarrggggggghhhhhhh i'am so tired now , feel so confused, bad mood, regreted this morning -,-

this experience make me wanna write again in this blog, after long long time i leave it awaay this blog , upss sorry bloogieee , hhmmmm i wanna share about this story on september 17 , 2010

the story is begin now

"hoaaaaaaaahhmmm" i woke up this morning at 5 o'clock and i didn't feel nice after i know i woke up, the i remembered something very important , OOOOHHHH MY GOD !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! , this is the day when my girlfriend left jakarta and went to hongkong ((*^*%%^#%@ dammnnnnnn i woke up late , then i check my cell phone , there were too many message from her , okay it's 5 o'clock and i think i can went to airport now as fast as i can , then i took a wudhu and shubuh pray , after that i went down the stairs grab the car key , suddenly my mom woke up and asked me "where are you going , it's to early morning ????" , and i answered "i'am going to meet isti on the airport mom , she will go to hongkong now" i don't want to wasting a time then i asked for leave to her and drove my car fast as fast as i can ..

it's an early morning , the road is dark and not many car this morning , i drove my car 120 km/hours on the free way , but in the middle of the trip i rememmber the story of a ghost in a car on kaskus , the writer tell to not looked at the middle mirror in the car , because he said that he was saw a girl with a long hair and white dress is in the middle seat of the car, OHHH MYY GOD WHAT I'M THINKING NOWWW ?????? (i said on my conscience) , damn i feel very affraid because i was alone in my car and it's dark on the outside , once i look at the mirror hha i don't know why i must do that but alhamdulillah there's nothing in the middle seat of the car , but i feel a goosebumps on that time , haaaahhhhhh

okaaaayyyy , i'am arrived at the airport at 5,30 alhamdullilah , then i called my girlfriend but there's no answer two times , i'm very confused because i didn't know in what terminal did she had , then she answered the phone and i said " where are you ? i'm in the airport now , in what terminal ?" then she said " i'am arrived baby , it's too late " , haahhh i asked her the terminal but she didn't get the question -,- , then i saw a sign written terminal one , i turned my car left and arrived at terminal one , then i talked again with her " i'am in terminal one, where are you ??" then she said " i'am in terminal two baby , D blok " HAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH it's a wrong way , then i drove my car again to terminal two but there's so many taxi at terminal one made me lost a lot of time , then i arrived at terminal two , now the problem is i don't know what plane did she used , i think hhmmmm it's garuda maybe and i asked the parking man " excuse me sir , where is the garuda air will depart ? " he said " blok F sir , go straight " and with a lot of hope i went to the blok f and run to the solaria, but she said she wait me in tony jack's but there's no tony jack's in blok  f -,- HAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHH , then i called her again " where are you baby , i'm in solaria blok f ...?;[p0_(&(*&" she said " i said i'am in blok D baby , we'll meet on tony jack's"............... "TEEEEEEEEEEEEET" damn my cell phone battery is dead !!!!!!!!! , okay i found a tony jack's in blok D, i really wanted to meet her this day because tomorrow i'll go to bandung -,- , i feel very upside down that time because my cellphone battery is dead and i can't call her again , so i decided to wait in front of the tony jack's , i'am waiting , waiting and waiting but there's no her , and i hear the speaker sound " The passengers of china ailines to Hongkong , please get in the plane " , -------------------- hmm i think she already left jakarta , and i can't she her face today , i'am a looser today -,- , i can't give her the best gift on earth (AL-Qur'an) , i just wanted to meet her today and gave this Al-Qur'an

then with a lost of hope i walked to my car in blok f, i drove my car again to the parking gate , and the parking man asked me for the ticket ,.... DAMN AGAIN AND AGAIN I'AM BEING A LOOSER TODAY !!! the ticket was lost and i've got to pay for this ..

I'am sorry dear i can't accompany you to the airport this day , i can't kiss your forehead before you leave , i can't give you this Al-Qur'an beside me , but i will always pray for you , i'll always love you , tomorrow i'll go back to start learning in bandung , 5 weeks again we'll meet , take care of your self, don't forget to do your school task and don't left 5 time pray :)

wish you all the best in hongkong and jakarta baby
i know i can't send you a message because you're in anonther country now , so i write this for explain my mistake this day , i'am very regret can't accompany you to the airport this day

i love you :) yaaaah pagi ini gw udaah tebangun jam 5 pagi, seperti biasaaa gw awali hari dengan turun kebawah dr kamar gw menuju kamar mandi yang ada di samping tangga, hanya untuk mencuci muka dan mengambil air wudhu, tidak lupa minum segelas air putih (di anjurkan hhe), lalu beranjak lagi ke atas naik tangga ke kamar dan melaksanakan sholat shubuh , hoaaahm hha.

abis sholat dan berdoa biasaa pasti hape yang gw cari pertama kali, udah ada 2 sms ternyataa di situ , yaa isinya sms si emo yang semalem jam 23,55an kalo ga salah yang nanyain jadi nginep ga ? (maaf ya mo gw udah tidur hhe) soalnya rencananya dia ama bhewok mau nginep di rumah hhee, terus sms ke 2 dari adit "cup gw ke rmh lo jam 6an yee" yaahh pasti kalian pada berpikir ada apa si pada mau ke rumah gw pagi2 hhe

okay gw ceritain hari ini tanggal 9 May 2010 NACL manggung di Reuni akbar SMAN 5 jakarta, sebenernya pingin bgt gw tampil dengan personil lengkap setiap manggung di acara sekolah, tapi apadayaa drummer gw si Bella masih sakit ternyata kepalanya (dia kebentur gitu di kepala :(  ) , yaudah akhirnya kita decide make si bhewok buat jadi drummer, tapi teryata kemaren pas latian adit cabut duluaaan (grrrr kampret lo dit heeh) , akhirnya kita latian ga maksimal, jadi niatnya hari ini mau latiaan lagii dr jam 6 ama jam 8an lah, secara jam 9an gw udah di suruh kesanaaa, soalnya kemaren juga anak2 pada pergi ke labs project hhu, gw ga jadi ikut karena cewe gw ga boleh keluar ama tetehnya hiks :P, tapi gapapa gw juga bisa belajar buat UMB dikit2 kemaren hhe, yaaaaaahhhh semoga aja hari ini kita bisa nampilin yang terbaik ya guyss

pada dateng ya hari ini guyss :D ya ya yaa ini lanjutan dari post gw yang kemaren

jadi ceritanya gini tadi pagi tuh gw udah nungguin bgt hasilnya ampe gw bangun jam 5 shubuh sholat dan berdoa kepada Allah, dan gw liat websitenya simak ui tapi ternyata pengumuman baru bisa di lihat jam 8

sembari nungguin di rumah gw ol fb ama twitter, banyak ternyata orang yang sama ama gw resah nungguin pengumuman, nahh tiba2 saudara gw sms gini , "gimana cup simak ui? keterima ga " laaah gw kaget kan orang gw aja lagi nungguin kok tiba2 dia sms gt, gw bales lg "engga tau, pengumumannya baru tau jam 8, lo dapet?", terus dia bales "gw ga dapet cup, liat di kompas" waddduhh gila sedih aja gw denger saudara gw ga dapet kan , akhirnya gw meluncur tuh ke rumah ruri yang cuma beda 4 rumah dari rumah gw, dengan semangat kartu ujian ada di tangan , daaann langsung gw cocoookin di koran

pertama liat di jejeran Ilmu komputer UI , ternyata hasilnya nihil
terus liat di jejeran Teknik komputer UI, ternyata nihil jugaaa
terakhir di Sistem informasi UI, yaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhh ga ada jugaaa

emg nasib, mungkin emg ini bukan jalan gw kali yaaa :(, tapi gw ga putus asaa gw nungguin pengumuman yang dr website juga, sembari nungguin itu kira2 jam 07,45 gw nelpon cewe gw, baru bunyi sekali langsung di angkat tu hape hha, yaudah kita ngobroll banyak gw ceritain kalo gw ga masuk ui yang pengumumannya ada di koran, tapi gw masih penasaran kan gw liaaat lagi nih di websitenya pas bgt jam 08.00 , dan hasilnya gw gagal :(


yaaah mungkin ini bukan jalan gw kali ya, ikhlasin ajaa

gw juga mau ngucapin selamat buat para temen2 yang udah masuk UI, gw ga bakal nyerah gitu aja kok masih ada UMB dan SMPTN nihh, kalian doain gw ya biar bisa nyusul kesanaaa,dan buat temen-temen yang nasibnya sama kaya gw , kita ga usah berkecil hatiii :), Allah tau kok yang terbaik buat kita , yakin aja sekarang kitaaa harus usah lebih keras lagi di UMB dan SMPTN

coming soon

. Mei 2010 . September 2010